friggin hilarious.
i swear, i haven't done a thing to you. i cant work out what happened, what i did wrong, but whatever it is, you're overreacting.
an played cricket against w yesterday. i can't believe he did this, but he went up to w and was like 'are you ever going to talk to her again?' (awkward) and you know what w said?
no.
for god's friggin sake what the hell did i do this time? i didn't ask for an to go up and ask him that, i didn't ask for ab to go and ask why he broke up with me, or millie to send those messages. i can't work out quite what happened.
this sucks. i dont even get it. if i'd hooked up with some other guy, or even if I'D broken up with HIM it'd be understandable. but no, he broke up with me and now he's cutting me out of his life, so i must ave done something wrong.
ahh well..
'i'll
get by
without
your smile.
and i'll
get through
without
you.
on a lighter note, i am so incredibly mad at w i can truthfully say i'm almost over him. I deleted most of our texts last night, and i don't even regret it yet.
i'd so much love to go out with aj.
he's so much better than w in almost every way.
sure, he might not increase my rep at all, but as if that matters at all. and he may be short, but he's still taller than me :L
he's not ugly, and he doesnt have w's annoying teeth thank god.
he is really deep and can be serious or funny. i find myself always wanting to make him smile because its so rare- not coz he isnt happy but because he's the kind of person who doesnt laugh out loud at evey ridiculous thing (ie, me). we can have really interesting conversations that aren't awkward at all and he makes me smile alot.
so, things arent all bad, despite what an arse w has made of himself.
ttyL
and w if you read this (by some miraculous chance)
i dont miss you. i miss your memory.
faggot.
xx