theres so many things that make me say mmm. and the things that make me say mmm arent always good.
theres mmm, like sarcistically... and mmm how i dont understand the way the people act sometimes.
and then theres mmm, which can be best decribed in the song Bubbly: "what am i gonna say... when you make me feel this way? i just... mmm...."
and they're the good mmms.

Dont you hate it when the people that you think are your best friends for life turn around and you realise they arent who you thought they were all along? when you trust all your secrets into one person and then one day they just... lose it. and all the things they've said to you in confidence.. about how A is dating B, or how C really needs to do something about her hair, or how D annoys them... you wonder whether they bitch about you in the same way. and then you realise that you trusted someone who's turned around and stabbed you in the back. But i suppose, in the end, you learn to move on, to find other people to trust, and to keep more of your thoughts to yourself.

but once you've got over the bad mmms, you come to the good ones. and there's so many things in my life that create good mmms.
theres my other besties who i share so much more of my life with... theres the guy i like who can make me laugh when no one else can... theres my family who, despite the fct that they can annoy the hell out of me, can also help me to realise the tings that matter most to me... and there's my pets. who i couldnt live without. and my memories of them will stay with me forever. so for every good mm theres a bad one, and vice versa.

mmm :)